==> PIETER MY BROTHER
(he is not my boyfriend
i don't know what to post , so yeah i asked my friend what to post here. i ask pieter , my dearest bro. he told me to make "i'm a freak" post . and here i post it (: hyahahha x3 ~ damn .
he's ryte (; , i'm a total freak. thanks for telling me that bro
being a freak doesn't mean i'm different from all of you ryte ? we're still same , human (same species) , living in these world.
@ school there's a GOSSIP which was ..
'M A FREAK . rumours started to spread all over my school and lastly my friends ask me whether its true. i don't know what to answer , cause if i answer it nope . it would have been a lie. me myself doesn't know whether i'm a freak or not. all i do is just sat down in class eating my food. i didn't care about d gossip ..
maybe i'm a freak bcause i hate my family (sometimes , duhhh!) , as you know sometimes our parents can be so annoying ! urghhh ! . they just can't keep yelling at us about our mistakes and keep complaining ! although i hate my family , i still love them as because of them i'm here now in this cruel little world [;
sometimes i feel lyk its better if i'm gone from this world. dissapear lyk a dust. no one would even care and sad . nobody do love me . NO ONE . but i still believe in god and so i changed my mind and keep movin' on ;]
but sometimes , i just can't stand it and just wanna die :(
omgawd. now mayb u're start thinkng that im a freak . YES . hahaha XD
i want to commit SUICIDE . LOL . its true okay. i feel lyk this world treats me too cruel and i just can't stand it anymore and wnna end my lyfe ;[
my friends are d only light in my heart. they're just lyk a light which brighten my whole day and always there for me no matter what happen.
as you knw , since grade 7 i was bullied by my own friends and i stop believing ppl .
i've been through lots of pain but i still can survive still now so yeah LIFE MUST GO ON girl ! thats what my most most beloved person said to me (: , and i believed him.
i just wanna tell you guys that this is me okay , i can't change it just to make other people love and care about me. THIS IS ME AND I CAN'T CHANGE WHO I AM and act lyk there's nothing happen.
sorry for wasting your precious time just to read this sucks post !
love you guys,